Sleeping and Dreaming

People in my personal life may be present in these dreams. click here for the glossary.

I had a dream I lived in a society/town at the bottom of a tower that you could either choose to climb to gain various rewards or choose to live at the bottom at no loss or gain. You weren't treated differently if you chose not to ascend - most people who didn't were old or disabled in some manner, so eventually people stopepd asking about it entirely. The tower was a parkour tower with various kinds of obstacles and creatures that was doable in real life, but it progressively got more difficult the higher you went. You also weren't in any real danger of dying at any time - I think rather than your physical body ascending the tower, something like an avatar was sent in your place that you controlled with a full body experience while your real body at home was cared for in specialized buildings. The rewards one gained for ascending the tower would change based on how well-off you and the people you are currently thinking of are, e.g. if you're poor and starving you and your family would get a banquet to eat if you ascended high enough but if you were very rich and ascended the same height as the previous poor person, you would only get like, a watch. My family was fairly alright so the most we got was some food to last us the week or some money to spend on other stuff. I was an only child and my parents were too old to ascend, so the rewards we gained all relied on my ability. I wasn't bad at the parkour or anything - maybe best out of everyone I personally knew, but certainly not the best in the village, far from it. One day, while ascending and upon falling, I started getting really frustrated with my stagnance. I had been steadily ascending to the same exact level, only going past an extra obstacle or two before falling, for months now. I sat down on a cliff and put my head in my hands to ponder whether this was my limit or if it was something inside of me preventing me from continuing forward. I looked up over the cliff to look upon the ocean and was shocked by the sudden appearance of two floating people, a boy and a girl. I was so shocked I nearly fell back and rolled down the cliff! They introduced themselves - the boy was Dani (hilarious.) and his friend, whose name I don't remember, so let's just call her Andrea. (she looked a lot like Ai Ninomiya from Amanchu, except she had shorter ponytails.) They said they were my guardian angels. They were still real people - people other than me could see them, they were legally registered as citizens in the towns database and they had their own families that they came from - but the civilization I lived in gave people the choice to choose from any job they wanted once they turned a certain age (not 18. older.) and upon choosing the guardian angel job specificailly, you gained various powers. All these poweres, when activated, gave your hair a soft white glow and made it float up in the air. Those abiltiies being: the ability to float, the ability to hide yourself from other people (but not other guardian angels), and a weak form of telekinesis that allowed them to levitate small objects that were at most 15 feet away from them. They were also given the power to be more introspective but specifically only towards the person they were supposed to be guarding - kind of like the ability to read their mind, except it isn't direcly reading their thoughts, more like hearing what they're going through and being able to suggest that subconscious inner struggles might be happening without the knowledge of the person being guarded. Usually, when someone is deeply struggling with something important to them and won't come to terms with it in the near future, they reveal themselves to help. All guardian angels also have to wear the uniform on important events (reveal, birthdays, anniversaries): A long black coat with a large collar that extends up to cover the bottom half of their face, with a few pockets on the outside. They were also required to wear a white T shirt and shorts underneath as it was a very hot climate. So, now that I knew I had guardian angels, we basically became very close friends. They would hang around my house so often that they would spend entire weeks sleeping over in my bed (I gave it to them because I was too nervous to sleep in the same bed as Dani and felt bad about not giving my guests a place to sleep) despite having their own houses. The more time passes, the more obvious it becomes that I'm... starting to like Dani. I don't know how he feels about me because he's mostly quiet and treats me quite like any other friend, but due to the fact that I get so nervous around him, I start to become better friends with Andrea instead. After a while, I invited the two out to see some band play live in a theater. It was the first time I'd be seeing them in casual clothes (white T shirt and shorts, technically still their uniform) because I guess they prefer to wear their coats, even while sleeping. As I was sitting in my seat with Andrea waiting for Dani to arrive, she pulls me outside through the back exit and tells me she has something important to tell me about Dani. She knew how I felt about him and she says the secret she was about to tell me might change the way I feel about him forever... she doesn't say anything else, only hands me a holographic tablet (apparently the town I live in possesses this futuristic technology in very common forms) with a bunch of pictures and videos in a gallery and tells me to look. (DISCLAIMER: what I describe here on out is not something I agree with in real life. I'm not sure why I dreamt this and I don't think Dani or anyone he knows would engage in activities such as these. I'm aware this is very weird behavior and do not condone it. In the dream itself, I recall feeling vaguely confused and upset as to why she would do this kind of thing - the shock of what she was showing me overpowered it, but I know that if the dream had continued further I would have questioned her about her activities.) The entire gallery was full of pictures and videos of .... Dani naked, and it seemed like the part that she wanted me to focus on was the fact that his entire anatomy seemingly transformed at will. The pictures were all dated in order and weren't edited in any way, but one day he would have female anatomy and the next he would have male anatomy. This confused me greatly, I wasn't really sure what kind of conlcusion to come to as there wasn't any obvious proof of him undergoing sex reassignment surgery (surgery scars, implants, etc) and even if there were, all the pictures were taken at most a few days apart - there was no way he could've recovered from constant repeated surgery that quickly. It didn't change the way I felt about him (for context: i am straight) but I did start wondering if he was legitimately transgender or something else, like some kind of shapeshifter. Just as I was about to hand the tablet back, I came across a picture of Dani snuggling up to another man whose face was out of the camera shot. The video literally right after that was of them having sex, and that made me so jealous I immediately turned the tablet off. Just as I was about to hand it back to Andrea and ask why she had all of this, Dani comes up behind me and asks us why we're standing out the back entrance of the venue. I get so scared I almost end up eating the tablet, but somehow, either he purposely ignores this response or is genuinely that dense (not normal for guardian angel), he doesnt really notice and we end up going inside and sitting down. He sits next to me and I am leaning so far out away from him that you would have to be an idiot not to notice anything weird about it. Since it was my first time seeing the two without the coat and considering the information I had just learned, I tried looking him up and down to see if I could see anything like breasts under his shirt... I didn't see any kind of protrusion. I woke up after this.

Unrelated to my dream, but some more worldbuilding that was present knowledge in my dream (just didnt happen in front of my eyes): its normal to fall in love with your guardian angels considering the around-the-clock care they have for you and their ability to technically know you better than you know yourself. It isnt however normal to have more than one guardian angel... its not unheard of but it isnt a common practice. I dont now how they both got assigned to the same exact person. Also, Dani, if youre reading this, your hair was extremely long. Like down to your hips. You usually have really long hair in my dreams.

I had a dream I woke up one day suddenly blasted with the knowledge that I had gotten pregnant and gave birth all without knowing or remembering it until now. I also remembered that, when asked what I was going to name my child (something I've been anxious about for a very long time), I groggily answered "Money". I spent the follwing days wondering if I actually named my child Money and if it was possible to change a child's name before they even legally confirmed it.

I had a dream where I was walking down a road alone. Suddenly, my mother shows up, so I decide to start walking with her. The road was scarily abandoned - no cars ever came down the road and I didn't see any signs of human life like settlements or houses or trash for like an hour or 2 of walking. Eventually we reached a field that had large signs illustrated with pictures of different wildlife surrounded by a fence that had no entrance. There was a table with one pistol and a large red button right where the road ended. Somehow, I discerned that I had to press the button to start the game and that I had to shoot down the critters to win. However, upon pressing the button, the torso freaks from Silent Hill 2 started emerging from behind the signs. There were only a few of them. I realized they were the "wildlife" I had to shoot, not the signs. Halfway through the hunting game I head the meowing of a cat in distress, so I quickly jumped over the fence to search for it. I found it cowering under one of the signs and managed to get it to stop being afraid of me, but just when I got it to trust me, a torso freak came out from behind the sign and I had to shoot it to kill it. Unfortunately, the sound scared off the cat, so I had to find it again. I found it again, but the game that started when I pressed the red button hadn't ended. I tried leaving the fenced area with the cat in my arms but an alarm started sounding, saying a creature had breached the fence. I realized then that I had to kill the cat. I was out of bullets to do it humanely, and the only thing in my pocket was a dull pencil. I called my mom, who was unaware of what I was doing, over to help me and told her it was safe. We knew deep down this cat was supposed to be the final piece of the puzzle, but neither of us wanted to kill this cat, much less with a fucking penci. So we started looking around for a different tool or perhaps a different path. We found an underground facility with bullet and gun vending machines in the front entrance, but of course I had no money, so me and my mom decided to venture deeper to see if we could find either of the three for free. But the moment I entered, my mother suddenly disappeared and it went really dark. I woke up after that because I was very scared.

I had a dream me and my dad and my brother (the costco guy and a friend from elementary school named Bryan, no I do not have a brother in real life) were in a forest, except the forest was teeming with huge disgusting bugs. Huge roaches, geckos (i know theyre not bugs), and various "default" shiny wet slightly slimy bugs continuously crawling all over me and getting in my pant legs.

I had a dream Sam accidentally came out (in which way, I'm not sure) to a new friend he was infodumping to. I had told him beforehand that he had to inform the new friend that he would be doing this regularly because some people might be confused or off-put by it, and he eneded up coming out while infodumping about a new dog that was an ex-show dog that he was still teaching tricks to. He also infodumped about his other hyperfixation... words used to describe his relative position to you. This fixation on this topic was so intense that he was fully willing to impede the flow of traffic and put his life in danger in order to talk about it.

I had a dream I was in a workshop and recycling class that was supposed to teach us a lot of life lessons about stuff other than Just workshop and recycling. I was the first kid in that class alongside my teacher and his assistant, and then 3 other kids joined, then 2 more, so now there were 6 students. Most of the time for class we went outside and picked up garbage and threw it away, but when we weren't doing that we were in the classroom leaning life lessons. The rest is kind of gone from my memory, but I remember at the end of the dream I was sort of friends with everyone else in the class, friendly enough to strike up some small talk when nothing else is going on but we didn't really know much about each other. I was closest friends with the teacher assistant, who I spoke to every time class started about various things. Unfortunately, he was leaving for college soon, and even though he didn't expect us to care very much, we all cried when he left the class and saw him for the last time. After that, I vowed to change my ways and go out of my way to converse and get along with the other students in the class.

I had a dream where a reocccurring theme was the sentence "One Billion Scorpions".

I had a dream me and Sam were playing some messed up version of minecraft where every single mob was violent and our worst enemies were pigs, except sometimes the pigs would turn into gold/diamond pigs that dropped very powerful loot that were also really fast. To kill mobs in this version you had to body slam them into the ground, and whenever you did, it would kind of be like those voxel destruction games where you blow something up and a bunch of little cubes fly everywhere in really floaty gravity. As I was busy farming and body slamming pigs, Sam was working on building our house to protect us from the hyper aggressive mobs. All was going well until some villagers came by and killed us 20 fucking times in a row and spawned the WITHER except he kind of sounded like a loser. I started working on killing all the villagers (with difficulty. the wither was busy killing Me) and eventually got around to focusing on killing the wither. It took so long I cheated a command to speed up in-game time (not sure how this would help me) and killed him faster. Unfortunately, I didn't know how to disable/revert the command, so now every single mob was 200x faster and we were back to repeatedly dying to the pigs, despite the upgrade in our armor to above netherite level. I told Sam we should abandon the house on the ground and start building a house into the air. Everytime we tried to tower up, tough, we would get shot down or killed somehow before we could get high enough. So I suggested a different method - we build our tower on top of one of the villager's houses in the village. We would strategically build our towers when they were in the middle of rebuilding their homes after destruction so they would consider us "part of their house" and ignore the build. It worked a little too well and with each block I placed upward, the vilagers would extend their house further upward as well. So now, we technically couldn't escape them, as they were building up alongside us. In the end, we reached the build limit together, and I killed a villager by pushing him off of the block that I was standing on (for some reason all the villagers wanted to stand on my block).

I had a dream that Dude (from Postal) (specificaly 2) was my boyfriend. Sam, also present in my dream, had Tyreese (The Walking Dead) as his (im jealous.). There was also a gay couple present, and one of the men was such an asshole that ruined me and Dude's dream to the point where daytime had turned to night (by his doing, not naturally) and the he was wanted by the military. It also got really cold. I remember the cold prevented me from entering the water, so I was "safe", as was Sam (he was busy doing something else?)) but I'm not sure what I was safe from. After some time passed and Some other things happened (not noted) and I was on my way back to the beach, I passed some officers doing useless shit like shooting toilet paper rolls.

I had a dream I kept losing Sam. I remember I was actually speaking out loud while sleeping (sometimes I can hear, sometimes I can't) and I kept on trying to call out for him.

I had a dream where me and Dani were leaving the movie theater together. We were going our seperate ways, I went home, yet inexplicably, I woke up the next morning and he was in my room waiting for me to get up and get ready. I was really shocked and I told him to wait for me because I had to go shower. As I was showering, he started getting impatient with me, saying things through the door like "come onnn I dont have all day!" and "hurry up and get out..." for some reason I wasn't weirded out by his insistence (normally I would be.). I exit the shower and sit next to him on the bed. Before he can say anything else I suddenly say "actually, I need to shower again, be right back" and run out the room. I was so nervous about smelling bad anywhere that even after that second shower I showered AGAIN, finally managing to get as far as kissing him before I woke up.

I had a dream I was a semi-immortal human. I died, but every time I died I was simply reincarnated a few hours up to a few days later, my body appearing to be sleeping in the meantime. For some reason, I seemed to die extremely often. In this dream, I was a guy and a kid, maybe about 15. I had an older brother (to contrast my older sister in real life?) who might've been 19. Together, we had the goal of going to an alien planet to observe alien life. Coincidentially, the next night we slept, there was an alien invasion and they selected my brother and I to be the abducted. We woke up on an alien planet. I remember it was sort of like a desert - brown, dusty, not very inhabited (sparse buildings here and there) and overall miserable to be in. The aliens living there knew how to speak English to us and informed us that they were friendly and recruited us to find something they had lost. They told me they chose us because we were the youngest in the area (the older you get the less you see I guess... though my vision is quite terrible in real life) that were also able to hold a conversation. We all left the house to search, but the moment the last person stepped outside, it exploded. As if it was planned. I was the last person out the house, so I was in closest proximity to the explosion, fatally wounding and killing me immediately.

For the rest of the dream, I follow my older brother's perspective. He was sad I had died, but he knew he only had to wait a few days for my return, and continued onward. In reality, I had actually died. Eternally. I was not going to return. But he doesn't know this. After searching for a while, the group gets seperated in a maze of buildings (some kind of city) leaving my brother alone. He sees a bundle of cloths wrapped up in an alley way and assumes it's some kind of abandoned child. He approaches to help, but upon reaching out, the bundle of clothes quickly unwraps to reveal a fully grown (short) alien man waiting unsuspecting prey to beat and rob senseless. It happens in broad daylight - my brother struggles for a bit and reaches the open street before falling prey - but no one seems to care. My brother was beat until he was within inches of his life... the last sensations he experienced were his body being spit on and seeing the alien walk away as he mutters "Dirty human scum." under his breath. Everything goes dark for a few seconds... and his eyes pop open. He feels completely fine... no pain, no soreness. The blood has dried and is obscuring his vision but he's alive. He gets up and begins to search for the aliens that abducted us. He finds them in a parking lot, sitting in their car, trading some items with someone outside their window. My brother approaches the aliens, and they are visibly shocked. Reaonably so, considering this man just went missing for days and suddenly finds them with ease, covered in blood but with the same clothing he was wearing on the first day they met. He enters their car without saying anything and they start talking as if they're old friends.

Randomly, a time skip occurs. I'm not blessed with the omnsicient knowledge of what happened during it (despite it being my dream!?), all I can observe now is my brother in a dark room, thinking about the past few weeks he's been on this alien planet. He appears to be terrified. He can't find my body anywhere, these aliens that abducted us don't seem disturbed by the fact that their house EXPLODED at all, and worst of all, he doesn't seem to go a day without dying at least once, to all kinds of methods. To make matters even worse, He's started seeing visions of himself. Some kinds of apparitions. After every death, a new one appears. Ghosts of himself, slightly... changed. They all have glowing white eyes, and they're all covered in the same wounds he experienced time of death. Mangled, bleeding, missing limbs. He's terrified of them. They appear whenever it's dark, whenever he lays to sleep, whenever he allows himself to relax for too long. If he approaches them, they disappear. They're completely harmless otherwise, but he's terrified of them. Terrified of the day when they'll stop disappearing and confront him instead. He's stuck in a single dark room, ghosts of what seem to be his past lives tearing way at his sanity, with the only distraciton from all of it being the aliens that kidnapped him occasionally entering his room to give him some tasteless slop of food... Along with a few CDs of music to listen to. Mostly Radiohead.

_{Note: this dream entry seems insanely long in comparison to the rest of the dreams listed here, but most of my dreams are like that. I just had a dry spell at the beginning of making this page.}

_{Tags: genderswap, aliens, abduction/kidnapping, death, multiple deaths, insanity, Radiohead, ghosts, tragedy, mentally taxing dream}

I had a dream a girl (under 15 years of age) had time traveled from a very long time ago (the 1800s) to see Slipknot live in Florida. She had ended up time traveling to modern-day my house. Me, my sister, my mom, and my dad apprehended her, took all her belongings, and interrogated her. She was very friendly and patient with us even though we were quite the opposite, and we all ended up becoming friends. She threw a light playful punch to my sister to say "Awe, gimme my stuff back! Haha!" but for some reason we all took this as a sign of aggression and immediately piled on her and began beating her. I woke up before I could see if we resolved the issue or killed her.

I had a dream about a little girl (under 10 years of age) who wished to remove her face. I don't know why she would wish that - there was no prior exposition. But her wish came true and when she went to school the next day, her face was gone. Her head was still there. Of course, all of her classmates treated her like she was some kind of monster. They all either avoided her or tormented her directly. Eventually she got so tired of it she started killing people.

I personally was nowhere present in the dream, I was observing it as an outsider.